I'm a total loser because:

I've been posting on this site since 2015, and I am still a loser.  Sometimes, when I feel like i'm about to win, i end up losing.  It makes me so sad sometimes. It's been 7 years since I've been on my job, and I haven't gotten a promotion.  That's because I am 2 stupid to do my job well.  Isn't that pathetic!!!! What a fucking loser my mother raised.  Sometimes, it really makes me sad knowing how dumb I am.  Also, my true love will never love me.  It breaks my heart knowing that he will never love me!!!! He thinks I am ugly, but he won't tell me to my face because he doesn't want to hurt my feelings.  Why can't I win? Why can't I win at least once?? Why?? Why?? Why?? Everyday, I have to hide from people laughing and making fun of me.  Why are people so mean?? Why can't people be nice sometimes?? My heart is really breaking!!! I AM SO FUCKING PATHETIC!!!!! What a loser my mother brought into this world!!!! FUCKING WASTE!!!!!!

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