I'm a total loser because:

I ordered her meds off calpetpharm.com and they never came, there was a screw up with the pharmacy but I never checked on them. My dog died the next day. I took her to the vet only once and did not keep up with regular appointments. So her lungs filled with water and she died. I tried to revive her with oxygen but was too lazy to hold it to her nose for more than six hours and I went back to sleep and she died.

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