April 30, 2016

Again...i make mistakes.Mistakes that keeps repeating.I hate it..i hate myself.Why i'm so stupid, why i do this to myself?

I hate it when i hurt somebody that i love..am i demanding?

Why i'm a Loser???

People see me i  have good loving family..but deep inside i'm just a loser fucking loser

 

My pay is low..i work  and work ...why i cannot make my husband happy why??

 

I want to cry but i cannot shed my tears..why becuase my husband will think im a whimp..i have to be strong and happy..and i caanot sulk.

I have to be sweet and nice.

I always wanted to go far away and die...

I have no achivment in my life that makes me somebody besides being mom and wife.

why do i have to carry this guilty why??I just want to go to asylum....i just want to break free this mental depression ....i want to stay away

 

Im a peice of shit..i hate my life

 

 

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Words too hurt...dont' judge me
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i starting to give up
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April 2, 2016

i hate myself

 

my husband said i like my frinds more than him and family.

 

i wish i die...so i dont give fuck to nobody.

 

i hate being nobody...i want to be somebody that people look up to.But what I do no one appreciate..when i said i need to be apriciated my husband said i'm just asking too much.Just be simple and be with family.

No one respect me...my kids dont listen to me..my husband take me lightly.

my life is so dull...so when i'm with my friends i'm happy becuase i'm more noticible.

 

i love my families....i just feel low self esteem.Everybody blames me...i'm a wife and mother that cannot be sad,cry and complain.

 

i have to be strong, postive and multitasking.

 

But deep in me..................................................................................................................................................................................

I'm depressed....and i want to kill myseld

 

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December 6, 2015

I hated my life...i want to kill my self over  and over but i can't do it.I have kids..i'm not happy i cannot cry , and if i put a sad and upset face my husband hated me

 I'm the only one working.My financially is bad.I'm a total loser because i dunno where to start to change my life.Sometimes if i want to buy new shoes which is not that expensive i have always to think my kids first.My main pirority is to put food on the table.

I always wanted to look good and beutiful, but i can't . I'm just total loser

 

 

 

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  1. MidasTouch MidasTouch said: You are not the one, who is the loser!!!!!


November 23, 2015

Im very careless....i hate it.I lost my office key and I lost my thumb drive that have all my report to submitt this Friday.

 

If i lost my job...how am i going to feed my children.I'm getting paranoid every each day.

I owe bank alot of money...and my saving can last me 3 month.

Why i am like this......

 

Why i so careless




October 24, 2015

I'm financially broke but I  have big dreams.I guess its gonna just be a dream coz when you are urban poor no one cares.

I'm just a loser in everything i do in life...i gues i have to make do what i have.A loser in life

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October 24, 2015

No talent and nothing special about to share and i earn $750 dolars a month.Work from 9.am till 8.30pm.Some women said i have no time with my kids...i should not work let your husband work...some even said i shoudl spent more time at home.

Fuck this shit!!...if i dont work who's gonna pay the fucking bills and food.People talk like no brain...what ever comes out from their mouth are full of shit!

I live in 3rd world country....life here its just sucks!! :(

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October 21, 2015

I don't have nothin...im 38 year old women with no future.No one notice me.I'm ugly, fat and not fit.

I don't fit in any group.I have nothing to share and not interesting person.

I'm poor and i hate my life.

Some friends always ride on me and used me do me as their punching bag.

i hate my life and no one understand me and listen to me

I'm invisible to others.I hate my life

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