Loser of the Week
December 10, 2012

My parents work hard in their crummy tobacco shop in the middle of no-where where there's a lot of junkies and meth heads, they get abused everyday at work and its so my family can eat and have clothes and a roof over our heads. I'm 23, no gf, not working but helping them out at the shop cause I can't get my shit together enough to man up and get a proper job outside of their shop. I have no social skills, I drink a ridiculous amount of alcohol, I try to be interesting and social but it just fucks up and everytime it fucks up I just become more quiet, last night I had an arguement with my dad over the stupidest thing, and I saw how much it hurt my mom, thats when it hit me that I'm pathetic and the only thing that I've ever done was hurt and push everyone around me away. 

Everytime I think about that it just fucks me up, I can't do this shit anymore, I don't have friends, no job, and parents that are ashamed of me. 

I don't know if its possible but the last little piece of hope that I held onto for so long just died tonight, and I don't know what to do, does it get better?! I don't know what to do, all I know is that I'm a loser.

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  1. theworsthuman theworsthuman said: I feel ya man
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