Posts tagged with "Stupid"

November 23, 2015

Im very careless....i hate it.I lost my office key and I lost my thumb drive that have all my report to submitt this Friday.


If i lost my am i going to feed my children.I'm getting paranoid every each day.

I owe bank alot of money...and my saving can last me 3 month.

Why i am like this......


Why i so careless

May 1, 2015


I am a 20 year old female college freshmen stuck in a seemingly infinite loop. I am not good at anything and I could forgive myself if I were at least attractive. The only reason I am in college is because I want my family to not think I suck. Well, I do. I am failing miserably in my classes because I am lazy, and have no interest in anything. College, to me, is a futile attempt at justifying my meaningless existence  Sometimes I feel as though my life is a sick joke. I realize  that there are forget people worse off than me, but I'm too busy being selfish and living in a constant state of self pity. My family try to avoid conversation with me to avoid having to listen to my negative thoughts. So, I have nobody to talk to except my self. Starting in middle school, I have been in and out of therapy but to no avail. Medication didn't help either. It seems that I am stuck. They The only thing that appeases me is sitting in my room, playing the Sims 3 for hours on end. I am the epitome of a loser; I don't know what else to do. The only reason I haven't killed myself is due to a fear of hell. No social skills whatsoever. I don't have any friends left which sucks because once I flunk out of college, I'll be stuck at home knowing I am a complete and utter disappointment and waste of space. I've given up on the pursuit of love and accept that the only way I will be intamate with anyone is literally, in my dreams. I don't need to breed anyway. 

  1. LexLoser LexLoser said: Life is tough when you have no one to talk to. My email is if you need someone to listen.

August 17, 2014

I had a lot of potential. People used to say im smart but lazy. I flunked out constantly at school. Cant do advance Maths.

Im 21 ,living at home, barely above 5 feet. I cant drive  and i even have trouble sleeping.

How pathetic is that. Even dogs sleep. I cant even to that. I have terrible acne scarring and worst of all. I could have made something of myself but im  a loser. I waste oxygen. Im at australia now and im still a loser. I give my people a bad name. I needed braces but refused them. I dont deserve stuff like that. Wish to have a guy in coma , transplant his brain to my body. At least he can live and be happy

  1. HarshisSatan HarshisSatan said: Please take my brain n gimme yours. I'll be happy. I have the worst brain in entire universe.

June 25, 2013

I graduated with a computer science degree, but i will never find a job.


1) I have no experience

2) Was not accepted into intership and coop programs during my studies

3) i got acccepted into the thrid yr of my program.  my peers began programming in high school.  I am at a disadvantage.

4)  I don't know anyone fo networking

5)  i'm completely broke despite all my efforts into finding a job.  I am moving back into my parents home in some small town with now prospects in my field.  I am no longer redially available for interviews.

6) I just ain't that clever, but managed to accumulate a crippling university debt.

7) I have no real projects to show for yet.  School projects were very elemetry.  I made the mistake of overloading my schedual with cources and not take the time to do any extra curricular activites.